annoying.
what a first word...
it's really been long, huh?
i'm stressed out, feeling used, etc. so much that i can't bear to say it.
i may look okay but who knows? everyone have their own sensitive parts.
but, must you keep ignoring others? can that solve a problem?
try to be responsible.i know that i'm not that good to live up to the expectations.
just don't make the others suffered because of you.
i've been trying so hard these days, listening to the others.i don't want to be such an autocratic person because i want everyone to give their opinions too.
well, that's too much.i don't like being abused.
so much pressure, huh.i'm not gonna give up.
btw, everyone is busy, so stop whining like you're the only one that got a pile of work to do.(maybe, you just merely exaggerate.who knows? hahaaaa!!)

let's live our life wonderfully~

next,
i'm envious with my brothers!!he got to talk with the japanese students from Hiroshima.oh my goodness, how i wish that i can too.
last night, i've been busy giving him some keywords to speak japanese with them.unfortunately, they don't really know English well.
the funny thing is, they called him yamapi because he was a huge fan of him.it must be nice since they have a topic to talk on.
and we plan to travel to japan someday,heheeee.kinda enthusiastic last night until i blurted out everything to him. ;)

ja ne!