eien ni.


18.1.12

time never wait for us.

18 JANUARY 2012

surely, it's about time. within the weeks, there're lots of things happened. the same routine goes day by day.

and i've been here in Perlis since 2009!but still, it's not the same with our home, right?

i don't care much about the total-real-opinion-in-fb thingy.i believe everyone will make an assumption gradually.whether we realize it or not.people around us will know about that more than us.of course, we'll try to deny it but i don't know myself too sometimes.

my emotion is not at ease right now.no,that's not it.it's my family matters.i don't want my mom to get stressed out and fall sick.there are still people that called themselves human being despite being so ill-mannered to others.

please, the deeds that we did are nothing in front of God if we keep bragging it around and behave like we-know-it-all.

for all the physical and mental disruption that you did, i hope you'll know the consequences that you've made until now.i really really hope so.

it's complicated and now all those misunderstandings or so whatever-that-we-want-to-call-it feels like a small matter.

for the matter of fact,since when we are so assabiyah than all of the other people?we mix well but it's just that sometimes the wavelength is not there.is it wrong to be talking to the same people every day?is it?

clear my head for a while.this is really beautiful.some scenery from mjsc merbok.
taken from fb.heheee~*credit as watermark.

lots of lab..

taken from the 'tangki air'

a/n : let's change to the good.everyone makes mistakes.

16.1.12

2012

16 JANUARY 2012

salam..

as time goes by, i'm thinking about the existence of this blog.why am i doing this? it must have a reason, right?

well, at first i started writing because i want to let my friends know an update from me after i went to ipg.we sort of know what each others are doing even though we don't meet each other often. our holidays overlap.

i realize that i'm into the fandom more and i want to limit it. (one of the new 'azam') heeee~

it's just a way of expressing myself to back away from reality.i don't know why.i'm not at myself.

the feeling of nil.i need a breakthrough.for now, i want to make this blog memorable to me and share things that i went through during the years.

so, i can look back upon it and reflect myself.

a/n : Mata menilai kecantikan pada rupa.
       Akal menilai pada fikiran.
       Hati tentulah pada akhlak dan budi.