9 MARCH 2011
oke.mlm ne siyes ak emo.ak mls nk bebankan org.just citer kat pkah sikit td pon ak rase sedey.
ne just luahan hati ak.ak tataw r ak ne jahat sgt kot bg pandgn sesetengah org.ak try jage perasaan org.
tp td ak just ckp kt sri,pkah,tia n siken yg ak nk ignore pasal duit yg shoba mintak td.ala,yg dye lebey2 sgt pasal?
shoba buat muke n trus perli ak ckp ignore pe?so,ak just ckp je pasal duit tu.ak nk byr lps cuti.ak terus-terang je ngan dye.then,dye kate nnt capiq byr dulu.
ak kate oh,ok.then,dye trus nk mrh2 ak pasal ap?kate ak xpaham keje yg dye dh buat.ak ne lay off.truk sgt ke ak ne?mmg r ak ne mls tp klu org dh bg keje,ak buat r.
mmg ak xterlibat ngan paperwork.tp ak kn under keselamatan.so,keje ak mst time nk pegi tuh.kire org bagai.
nape mcm dye sorang je wat keje tuh?ak ckp leklok kat dye,jgnlh mrh2.then,ak tataw dye ckp pe n dye trus jln cepat2.
ak xsuke r mcm neh.ak taw pas ne dye mst ad simpan perasaan mrh dye tuh.ak xnk buat bad assumption.tp.tah r.maybe sbb ak taw sikit2 pasal sikap dye.
why u must take serious for every statement that me or anyone else make?we speak the truth.and you just blindly aim us.
biarlah.ak nk clarify yg duit ak utk mnggu ne mmg cukup2 pas beli tiket hari tuh.takkan semata-mata nk bg rm72 tuh ak nk kua kangar?kene nek teksi lg.dh r byk bende xsettle lg.ne r yg ak mule2 pk lepas dye ckp tuh.
salah ke klu ak nk pk mcm tuh?sume org ad masalah sendiri.ak mls nk libatkn org len kt sini.tp yg ad td skali jugak muni n sape2 lg ah.
serius ak emo.klu ikutkn hati ak,mmg ak nk trus mrh2 td.tp,ak cube ubh sikap ak kt sini.ak xnk cpt mrh2.
ak bkl cikgu.ak nk berubah.kat sini lame.takkan ko nk jdik kera sumbang.ak kawal perasaan ak.ak cube kwn baik ngan sume org.
ak dh xlrt nk nangis dh.cukuplah ngan masalah2 ak sebelum ne.biar ak sendiri yg selesaikn konflik tuh.
yg ne,ak tetap mcm biase.tataw r klu dye nk menyampah,meluat ngan ak.ske ati r.
pkah kate mungkin dye tension.so,ak cube pk positif.
terserah.ak dh lepas kt sini.ak mls nk simpan2 perasaan neh.ak ttp ak.
btul r ap org ckp,kwn ketawa mmg ramai,kwn menangis mmg ssh nk crik.kt sini,ak tataw lah klu ak dh jumpe kwn2 yg betul2 memahami ak.
tetibe teringat fiza.dye pon bz skang.dye mmg taw sgt ak cmne.sampai xley nk sorok.mst dye taw.n tuk ainil.dlu ko mmg musuh ak kn.tp,tah cmne kite bole jd baik n sampai skrg ko rjin msg ak.n ad lg ah.
jgn risau r.ak dh byk jumpe org sejak form 1 duk asrama kn.ak taw perasaan kene tikam dr belakang.ak taw perasaan ble ad salah faham dn org xbole terima.ak taw perasaan org yg berbaik2 sebab nk sth n mcm2 lg ah.
p/s:sape2 yg bace ne tolong r jgn ckp pape ek.ak tkut byk salah faham nnt.biarlah ak ngan org2 yg ad time tuh je yg taw.tuh pon ak xley jamin klu org yg ad skali tuh cerite heboh satu mktb.kang xpasal2 smpai kt ak citer dh jd len.tolonglah.
3 pengkritik bebas:
minta maaf ... terbaca... saya bukannya org yg. simpan lama-lama hal kecil like this...lagipun hari tu bukannya saya tanya nak buat sinis... hanya nak clarify je apa yg. saya terdengar mai cakap... cuma yg. terasa skit masa mai cakap like that walaupun tahu saya kat depan je... kalau xblh cakap je kat saya.. bukannya saya x faham.. cuma cara mai kata saya rasa sinis sikit... tapi minta maaflah, sekarang tahu misunderstanding je...ps- semua org pun ada masalah... cuma bezanya some ppl have less problems n some have more... hari tu memang stress.. family prob summore but i just try to remain positif... cuma masa dengar mai kata camtu rasa annoyed sikit...kalau silap saya saya boleh admit je saya bukannya that much of an egoist.. memang admit saya ada anger management prob sikit dan stress juga dgn hotel booking hari tu... saya x kata pun saya buat semua kerja.. cuma apabila orang buat apa-apa kerja.. kecil ke besar, saya rasa everyone deserves the least bit of appreciation by not talking as though you dnt care of it... i understand what santheeya n shree did was more work in fact with the paperworks... maybe i just haven't know your cara berkomunikasi yet that's why i misunderstood... n you still don't know much about me.. sorry to say that... anyway... masalah kecil i x kisah pun la... life's a long way to go we can't continue to hold grudges against others over silly matters like this... and there's no need for me to hebohkan to one whole maktab of what happened tht day... when i'm frustrated i vent out my frustrations n after that i really wouldn't care about it anymore... memang that night pun i didn't feel good about what i said...it's not like i don't have guilty conscneince u know.. lol.. anyway no hard feelings.. i don't hold grudges over silly matters like these.. n next time, if anything just say right at my face ya... not everyone understand our respective cara berkomunikasi.. again.. no hard feelings :)
whoa!u find my blog shoba~
yeah,everyone hv their own way..i admit that..
that's why,i just write it out in this blog to let go my feelings that night..
i also don't know you well..
it's okay..
and i totally forget about this matter already..
you too..we are friends,right? ;)
sure, friends.. no hard feelings ;)
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